You see that girl staring into space? If you were to ask what’s wrong, she would say nothing, when in reality it's everything. She’s sitting there wondering what she did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. And if she had the chance to go back and do it over again, would it end with the same result? That’s why she stares.
She's trying to get better, she's trying to be happy. She's trying to smile everyday and not be bothered to be asked "Are you okay?" questions all the time. She trying really hard to smile, and act right. But somewhere in all of this, she's losing herself. She's fading away. Don't you realize?
There's a difference between having a real relationship and just being together because that's all you're used to. There's a difference between meaning your "I love yous" and just saying them every night because "that's what you do." There's a difference between being together and wanting to be together. It's a relationship, not a routine.
I can say, “I’m over him” a million times and more. I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow. I can perfectly curse his name. But once he’s around, I don’t know and… I can’t explain. Why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp, making me want to fall into his arms once again. After everything that he put me through. He still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that, I can do nothing about it.
I am a guy, and I am very jealous of girls. Because, girls can hug, kiss and cuddle with each other without fear of being called as gay or lesbians. Girls share stories better with other girlfriends compared to guys who would rarely give a fuck of each others problems. Girls can gossip around and look cute and beautiful, rather than being dull, like most trying-to-look-macho guys. But then, I remembered that females get heartbroken real easily, fragile, weak, works a lot at home, get pregnant, get period pains and lots more problems than most men. And that's the reason why boys exist. We exist to protect you girls out there, and its a shame that its hard to find a good guy nowadays. And I'm proud being a guy. Someday I'll treat my wife better than a queen.
Dear Girl, I think it’s time for you to let go of him. He has hurt you and me too much. Just let the memories fade. It’s time to leave him behind. I know it’ll be hard but it’s for the best, trust me. Remember, always follow your heart and everything will be fine. Love always, Your Heart.